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2010-02-25T04:41:00.000-08:00

~~I've created a wordpress! :D~~

~~CLICK!~~

~~No, I'm not shifting my blog, dont worry!~~

~~BUT, i love that blog more cause its nicer so i MIGHT neglect this blog. HEH :p~~

BLOG TEMPORARY CLOSED. (BLOGSPOT ONLY)

It's been quite some time since i last updated a decent post in this blog, especially after i created my wordpress. *sheepish smiles*

Hence, i decided to close this blog for TEMPORARY period.

Which means, i MIGHT be back in action randomly. ;)

Gong hei fat choy!

2010-02-17T00:40:00.000-08:00

HELLO BIATCHES WASSUP! ;) I know it's been ages since i last updated my blog(as in a decent one HAHA) , aku sgt busy with my studies wann okay. Heeee~

Celebrated CNY @ my house, yay! Dont really like to celebrate cny @ kampung 'cause its... dirty and i have to share my room with my family. -.- and and there's no shopping complex wann!

Okay whatever, let the pictures do the talking. =)

TUAN TUAN FAN :D

(FYI, its for my moral project) -.- LOL

Aku terlalu hyper d.

There, my two ugly sisters & I :D :D HAHA

THE NEXT DAY!

Whats Chinese New Year without gambling? hoho

1. taking the card

2. counting the numbers..

3. YEAH BABEH! >=D

"HUAT AHHH!!"

(terlalu hyper. haha)

Didnt take alot of pics like how i used to because i was busy gambling & yeah im downright lazy :p

My hair got oily so i washed it although im not suppose to.

(if you know what i mean, 'cause they say that you're not supposed to wash your hair on the first day of cny if not your luck will go away or something like tht.)

I didnt believe it & i loathe it when my hair is oily so i washed it. Gambled with siblings & cousins after that and i actually lose lots of $$.

T_____T

I should've just endure with tht eeky oily hair. TT

Okay im done with this post. kthxbye!

XO!

Bye bii )):

2010-02-12T06:53:00.000-08:00

Goodbye my love. :'(

For those who doesn't know, my phone has been stolen yesterday @ pyramid. Long story. Talk to me in msn/facebook if there's anything. Byebye.

PS: One month onlyyyy TT

PPS: Girls, bear in mind, never go shopping alone. Seriously.

Bullshit

2010-02-05T00:12:00.000-08:00

The realization hit me and it was like a sword through my fragile heart.

It really is too much to endure.

I dont wanna care no more.

You've let me down for so many times.

But then i think again, should i really give up on you?

'Nuff said.

YEW!

2010-01-20T00:37:00.000-08:00

This post is dedicated to Babi Kian Hong, since its his birthday, aiyar, beri muka abit la. =]

I have known him since I was standard 6, but we weren't close to each other back then. (Cause he was soooo lan c!) HAHA After graduation, we went to different schools, and then we were like complete strangers. The next year(2008), fate us brought us together, he transfered to seafield and he happened to be my classmate!

I can distinctly remember he sat behind me on the first day he came to seafield. He was so lonely and quiet, HAHA kelian. tsssk! Days rolled by and we became friends again! haha (Okay i dont remeber anything d so yeah!)

In 2009, we became closer. I always demand him to come over and gossip with us! (rw & i), i always poke him when he fall asleep in class, he always shows me his muscles in the class. (ma de act macho! haha) and he even taught the whole class a song. It goes like this,

Everywhere we go,

People wants to know,

Who we are,

So we tell them,

We're from seafield.

*cheers* S to the E, A-F-I-E-L-D,

Seafield, seafiled, GO SEAFIELD!!! =]

HAHA wtf damn lame right!! And the next thing i knew, the whole class was singing that song enthusiastically! :D

OHHH and i remember that time i was PMS-ing, then he came and kacao me! (LOA!!!) He kept pushing his chair against my table and it was freaking exasperating i tell you! And i dont know why(ok, i pms la!) I suddenly burst into tears. (okay wtf i know! dont laugh!)

As a gentleman, he should apologize wan right!! But instead of apologizing, he sang " ~~RUN~~ CRY BABY ~~RUN~~ CRY, FORGET YDAY WE'D MAKE A GREAT ESCAPE~ "

WTF x 9999999999999999999999999!!

OMG STUPID BABIII I SWEAR I WANTED TO BITCH SLAP HIM MAN!

But somehow, he managed to put a smile on my face and forgive him after that! .___.

Okay la, i shall write something positive about him la since he's the birthday ~~boy~~ babi.

.....

I've been sitting in front of this laptop and thinking about something good about him to write but apparently, i cant think of anything... ._. ( dont kill me please!)

ER OK LA GOT LA

He has been a really great friend to me, I feel comfortable when he's around, no hiding nor acting, 100% me. Which means the typical-sampat-bimbotic me :D haha

And he's like my brother, my bestf, my buddy and my babi! ngek ngek :D

But sometimes i feel like I'm his mum/grandmother 'cause i ALWAYS nag at him.

GO STUDY LA

GO TO SCHOOL LA

SMOKE VERY FUN ISSIT

DONT SHISHA LA

DONT ALWAYS GO YAMCHA CAN

STUDYY LAAAA

Yes, i know I'm super annoying :D Thats why RuWen and WeiMinn call me "wo shiong" (monk).

HAHA

Ma de he keep asking for present d! HAHAA

Once again, Happy Birthday my dearest friend. ;)

Till then,

Tough decision to make

2010-01-06T00:04:00.000-08:00

Decision decision decision.. I'm really lost right now. I always thought that i wanted to transfer to ACE so badly and I've never doubt it before.Until last night it really got me thinking about my future and stuff, and i felt the first stab of doubt.I felt so overwhelmed with dread and doubt, and idk what to do..

This is indeed a tough & life-changing decision. I'm not kidding nor exaggerating. Once I've made this decision and there's no turning back. If i choose to go to ACE means I'm gonna study oversea after form 5, alone. I don't think I'm ready for that. the thought of being apart with my family and friends without any companion and being in a foreign country for such a long period of time is totally unendurable. I always thought I'm ready for this but now i know I'm not. I'm not trying to make an enormous fuss about it nor wanting any attention from anyone. I'm just... sigh idk either. Idk what am i suppose to do right now. This? or that?

'Nuff said.

That was written days ago.

I had difficulty sleeping last night, was thinking what choice should i make. And finally, i've made up my mind. I chose to leave seafield.

Went to ACE after school, the person who works there fucking told me there's no place for form 4 anymore. ITS FUCKING FULL. LIKE WTF. I THOUGHT EVON'S CLASS ONLY HAS 10+ STUDENTS?! CONT MAN.

I thought i was going to ACE for sure d, so i didn't really pay attention in class anymore, i don't do homework anymore, i didn't pen-down what teacher's said/taught anymore, & i fucking quited all my tuitions already. NOW THEY TELL ME ITS FULL?

SCREW YOU.

PS: I'm in the waiting list though. But still, GG LAA!

Shit class

2010-01-05T00:35:00.000-08:00

BACK TO SCHOOL! :D

Yes, i finally got in the class i wanted to get in.

Teachers are great, so far.

But.. something's missing.

Somehow, it just doesn't feel right, screw it.

IMY, all of you.

New era.

2009-12-29T23:06:00.000-08:00

Coming to the end of the year in a blink of an eye, time flies eh? :o This is the mix feeling of sad & excited. I'm sad for some reason but i couldn't quite put a finger on it, on the other hand, I'm quite excited and eager to start a fresh new year :D

"Life without a friend is death without a witness."

No matter how drastic the changes are, best friends or not, memories will always remain in our hearts.

*smiles*

Good girls gone ~~bad~~ mad.

Daamn, you guys are crazy, but i like it. *wiggles eyebrows*

Babes.

Ohana means family.

A family to call your own, where you feel at home.

It was indeed a memorable day.

The "exclamation mark" !

You guys have always been there for me, through whatever.

Hao peng you (:

MUST keep in touch with me okayy!! XO

Looking back, 2009 was indeed a butt-kicking-overall-joyous ride. A heartfelt thank you to all of you who had stood strong by me, believed in me, and those who have always been there for me in times of need.I'm truly blessed and grateful for everything.

PS: This post isn't complete, i'll edit soon!

Till then,

XO.

Khun ♥

2009-12-29T06:47:00.000-08:00

Cutest person alive ♥

All i want for christmas, is....

2009-12-26T06:25:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO! I'm back from Singapore, hence the update :D I've got LOADS of things to say/write but i doubt anyone would read it & I'm kinda lazy to type :p hahhahaha.

Okay, before Christmas i did i little something for my babes/buddies/bestf/close friend..

Bling bling. :D

Although its merely a small card but i've put a lot of effort in it. haha wtf.

For those who has received my card must appreciate it okayy!(okay which is none, cause i haven't give it to them. wtf wtf)

Okay whatever.

Christmas Eve (L)

@ the airport.

Stayed @ Pan Pacific Hotel. The room is nice but wtf i hate the hotel.

So hard to find the freaking hotel ma de kiss my ass man.

Si fei zhu ruin the pic! :@

Girls' best friend.

Dad wanted to go to the Science Cantre. wtf.

It reminds me of my standard 6 Singapore trip though. haha

JACOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOB!!

Outfit for the night (;

Waited for Babi Kian Hong @ the street for damn long. Felt so sleepy & my legs were aching so badly that time. LOL.

@ night my elder sister went to starbucks, brother walked around aimlessly(he always does that -.-) , Parents went back to hotel because they were totally exhausted, hence my younger sister had to follow me around with KH.

The cars were jam to their fullest capacity & the crowd was crazy! But it wasn't that fun as i thought i would be.

Kian Hong walked me back to hotel after that. The streets were quite scary. And guess what.. we were lost! wtfffff! i was terrified and exhauted plus my legs were aching like fck i wanted to dai man. Luckily babi KH was there with me and i was so damn relieved when we reached the damn hotel. lol.

Thanks for the present and sorry for the trouble/inconvenience that I've caused.haha

CHRISTMAS DAY.

Outfit for the day.

Went to SENTOSA the next day. omfg. Like those typical tourist man yer. hahaha.I had fun though. Stupid underwater was damn boring *yawns* ma de KLCC also got underwater la, its precisely the same, wasted my time & my dad's money only. PFFT.

YER look ay my face! That was a total candid! I was trying to touch the starfish and i was terrified. HAHA!!

YAY! Went to the 4D sth sth, okay wtv it is called la. Now THAT was fun :D :D

OMG THIS EXTREME LOG RIDE IS SUPER NICE OKAY!!!! *THUMBS UP!!*

Walao my dad thought he looks very yeng in this pic so he die die also must buy this thing. LOL wtf.

LALALA! ugly yellow thingy puii.

Moving on, we went for a walk and did a little shopping(!!) Bought a few things only T_T

The day AFTER Christmas.

No mood to dress up because i was so damn worn out.

PLUS the hotel was DAMN cold so i wore the stupid tommy jacket.

Okay, do you really think i dare to go out like that? OMG -__-

I changed after that(duh). ma de i die die also dont dare to go out like this lor.

Buti didn't take any picture that day because i was really tired!! omg seriously.

I was literally DRAGGING my body for the whole day i wanted to ~~dai~~ rest man.

Bought this Gucci for my mummy (L)

Bought this for myself. My sister said it is very ugly T__T

YAY FINALLY MY LENS HAVE ARRIVED!!!!

Present from my ~~babi~~ buddy Kian Hong. (;

Red from mum, white from dad.

Present from my sister. (:

I FEEL SO BLESSED, HAPPY & CONTENT RIGHT NOW. I LOVE MY FAMILY, FRIENDS, AND MY DOG. HAHAHAH. MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! (wtf)

PS: One thing I'm quite upset about is that i didn't receive any xmas wish through text/fb/blog wtv. T_T I turned on my phone once i stepped in M'sia airport and surprisingly there was zero sms for me. T__T

PPS: WE WISH YOU A ~~MERRY CHRISTMAS~~ AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR! (L)

AWESOME, is the word.

2009-12-16T22:15:00.000-08:00

Went to Simone's house the day before yesterday. I haven't seen Simone & Lydia in a month of Sundays, and absence does make our heart grow fonder, when we're apart, our loves grow stronger. (okay wtf I'm carry away already. hhahah wtfwtf)

Okay, my point is, we just miss each other so much and we have lots of things to say. Although we've spent days chatting with each other, we just cannot get enough of it. :D

Just a little warning beforehand, all of us are hopelessly vain, hence this post is gonna flood with our pictures.

Moving on, we went to Matthew's house to meet with the guys. When I first stepped in his house, i was taken off guard & i thought i was at some cyber cafe or something. There were 4/5 computers and psp. (wtf) Seriously like cyber cafe like that lo. (FYI, i've never been to any cc before. But i assume that cc is also something like that wan lah)

So it was initially awkward. Plus to be frank, I haven't seen Matthew they all for a looooong period of time, although we're in the same school. wtf i know. I guess i was too busy studying @ class for PMR or sth like that lah. HAHA

I kid you not. And when i saw them i was quite shocked. Matthew has grown alot. (physically) haha. Lionnel too. I always thought that Lionnel is like damn petite that kind of guy but he's now quite buff. And kok hong's voice has changed! hahahah As in more mature lah. But for dylan... i think he's still pretty much the same. haha.

Went to dontknowwhtrestaurant for dinner. The food was okay. As in not super nice but still boleh tahan wan lah. hahaha.

Lionnel & Matthew paid for us. :D (thank you)

Birthday boys.

WM went to meet darren and stuff(long story) so we walked around aimlessly. And stopped by @ a shell station.

And we decided to celebrate Lionnel's birthday at that place (:

Matthew's perfectly nice cake :D

Lionnel's birthday cake. HAHA

("thanks" to Dylan lah)

Happy Birthday ♥

And when the clock strikes 12...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATT :D

walao i still wanna eat wan leh! hahah

*HAPPY*

Went back to Simone's house. Slept at 4AM. Woke up at 9ish.

Went to usj2 mamak to have our breakfast with the guys.

damn nice right!!

Then we walked all the way back to Matthew's house, under the BLAZING HOT SUN. WTFFF!

I know i mmg puteri lilin one so shaddup okay.

As we were on the way to his house, we saw this cute little chiwawa jumping up & down like some.. dog. HAHA. Seriously damn cute lo!

Finally we reached Matt's house & I was sweating like mad(!) eewww!

woah, look at my awesome hair! :p

Spot me behind there!! I was playing SDO! & also tweeting! :D

chillin' out.

To sum it all up, i really had a great time with them. I was happy, so were them. I thought that it would be quite boring at first 'cause i wasn't that close with them, but it turned out really fun. They're just so amazing. But i'm the awesome-est wan lah shut up, no need to argue! :p

PS: Highlight of the day, we were playing "truth or dare" and i dared Lionnel to strip. HAHA. I dont want to lie, he's got a nice body lah. hahahaha(don't call me hamsap okay! I'm just being honest!) & Lydia even called him "Mini Jacob". hahahha.

PPS: Happy Birthday to my girlfriend's boyfriend aka DIXUNN. (LOL) okay i'm done byebye!

Much ♥'s

Embrace your lives.

2009-12-09T06:50:00.000-08:00

I feel blue today, but i couldn't quite put a finger on it. Everyone is talking about that unfortunate incident everywhere, facebook, twitter, blogs, newspaper, you name it.

Yeah, I'm talking about the usj6 incident. A guy name Han Yin has passed away due to lighting strike. Although i dont know him (Btw, He is my mum's former student.), but i really do feel sad for him& his family.

I know this shocking news is totally heartbreaking and devastating. And i know it is really hard for his family & friends to accept the fact that he's gone. I sincerely pray for him and may he rest in peace up there.

Frankly, this incident really got me thinking about a lot of things... How unexpected and unpredictable life can be. And it irks me to have to admit that death is inevitable. So why not embrace our lives from now on?

We should be thankful for small mercies and be grateful that our heart is still beating.

"Dream as if you'll live forever, Live as if you'll die today" - James Dean

I find this quote really meaningful. As i said, Life is unpredictable & seperti bak kata perpatah, malang tidak berbau. This moment you're playing basketball with your friends and the next second something unpleasant might happen. You'll never know, right?

My bottom line is that "life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams."(quoted by Ashley Smith)

'Nuff said.

XO.

F for Fasih ;D

2009-12-04T05:23:00.000-08:00

HELLO,

I just read RW's blog from her very first post to her lastest one. And i found a lot of pictures of us. :D & She used to pen-down what happened in the class, and as i was reading her posts, i burst into laughter. We were so funny back then.(I'll explain, continue reading!)

I always thought my class sucks, i used to dislike my class because i dont really click with my classmates and our teachers are all bitches, PLUS our male classmates are so fcking pervert.

Especially Soon Zheng and Kian Hong. Its hard to not be mad at them, 'cause they always step on my nerves, but it is harder to stay mad at them. You get what i mean? They're real joker you see, even when i'm mad at them they just somehow managed to made me laugh and i'm alright again. haha.

Come to think of it, I really do enjoyed myself when i was in 3Fasih. So many memories, though some were uplifting, some were... unpleasant, but those are the memories that i'd treasure.

We laughed, shouted, cried, ss-ed, fought , argued, studied, joked, played in the classroom.

I almost forget about the whole fighting thingy with soon zheng and the guys until i saw RW's blog just now.

.Ooi Soon Zheng ruined my day, for being a bitch, as usual He don't keep promises. Freaking break his promise and claims that me and ShuYing busybody wanted to switch places. Ah, damn.

We freaking fought with them to switch back the places but they refuse to no matter what we do. Yes, we fought. But obviously we lose to them la ): Reputation, ohh, Where's my reputation? Wonder why I said that my reputation has gone? Because we scratched them, screamed at them, and even pulled their chairs away. They are crazy I tell you, they didn't even want to move an inch even after all the fights and screamings for like half an hour.

No, we are not finding for trouble from them. Is just that, that's our seats and they freaking take our bag and switch places while we're not in the class. Didn't even ASK. Oh, Qi Hong is the easiest to gao dim, unlike YoongJien and Soon Zheng. Yoong Jien wasn't as gentle as we can see, he's freaking stuborn and he only LISTEN to what KianHong says. For example, Kian Hong says"eh, change back lah" then he'll say okay. I'm not going to mention how we gao dim Soon Zheng because I'm lazy to list what he did. It'll be a very, very long post then.

If you're too lazy to read that, no worries, i summarize it for you okay! HAHA

Okay, so basically, Soon Zheng, Yoong chien and Qi Hong sat at our(RW & i) places, We fliped out and started a fight with them. HAHAHA. We literally scratched them, hit them, pull their hair/shirt/chair, yelled at them like some monsters and all but they didn't even budge an inch! CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT? no? hahaha. Seriously, i miss those times. HAHA!

I Laughed so hard when i saw this just now!! This is why i love about blogging!! Its impossible for you to remember every single thing that happens to you, right? So when you blog, you tend to pen-down every little things that happened, and your own thoughts and pictures, and all. And when time passes by you'll eventually forget it, but thats okay, 'cause you can look back at your old posts and enjoy the pleasure of reminiscence . HOW GREAT? (:

No doubt we had tons of fun, but there are also some depressing moments when something goes wrong. We used to be so close, fooling around in the classroom like some kind of mad women, but look what we've turned into right now? Total strangers? Lets just say that everything changes as time roll by, its hard to remains everything the same, this is life.

Best buddies (: Whenever i had nothing to do in the class, i for sure demand Babi kian hong come to my place and asked him to bitch with us(rw & i). haha. He always acted cool initially, said dont want, & asked me to go over his place instead, but he'll always give in at last. muahaha :D

& Despite that he'd made me cried twice before in class before(wtf), i still love him as a friend/brother/buddy. (:

The BFF (: I can't even bear with the fact that she's transferring to ACE next year. I know how the realization is like a sword through my heart ): Things wouldn't be the same after all. The one thing i'd miss the most is her "unique" laughter, the kind of laughter that would brighten my day & light up the whole class. And i'l definitely miss those moments when she does silly things in class, act "fa qiao", act flirty, act stupid, act crazy, act ugly and you name it.

MUST KEEP IN TOUCH OKAY! IF NOT I CHOP OFF YOUR HEAD! HAHAHAHA

(ignore the green arrow please, i grabbed it from rw's blog, thats why its edited. haha)

To sum it all up, i'm on a pig's back that i was in a great class with bunch of awesome classmates this year. And also last year.(LYDIA!!)

These are all the memories i/we'll always treasure ♥

Knock you down

2009-12-03T05:45:00.000-08:00

HELLO,

I'm kinda at a loose end right now, plus it's been a month of Sunday since i last updated about my daily life, hence i decided to hit the "New Post". haha.

I'm not gonna write much cause i'm not in the mood for writing & i doubt that anyone of you will read every single words i write. So yeah, let the pictures do the talking aite. (:

29/11

Got a haircut.

It kinda looks the same though.

'Cause i want to play safe, i dare not take the risk to get another hairstyle. haha

But i will, someday. You'll see :p

30/11

MIROR!

*grabbed me sister hand phone and snapped*

@ Summit

Haven been there in such a long period of time.

Well, summit is still sucks as ever. hah.

2/12

Yeap, those are lemons. :D

Heard that it can whiten our skin so i just gave it a try.

I'm so desperate to be fair, like snow white :D

Sister joined me (:

FYI, we were wearing swimming suit okay!!

I felt so naked. (MY FACE)

no fringe, no hair, no nothing.haha

Random :D

3/11

Went pyramid with friends.

& I have something to say,

I feel so terrible right now. I've let you down, i feel so awful. Mere words couldn't express how sorry i am. Really hope you wouldn't be mad. But i didn't mean to do that, i really didn't. What can i do to mend our friendship? I'm super-extremely-exceedingly-terribly-awfully sorry, my friend. ):

PS: I dont care lets go out again next time, i promise it wont happen again(!)

Till then,

HotStuff ♥

2009-12-01T07:13:00.000-08:00

Who needs clothes when he has such a GREAT(hot) Body?

Its not like he'll catch a cold when he's half naked, dont forget, he's a werewolf. haha

Needless to tell who he is right? :D

I just so into that pretty boy right now ♥

Look who's back? ;D

2009-11-29T06:50:00.001-08:00

Notice any difference? ;)

Hello,

No worries people, I'm still alive & kickin'. I've promised to update my blog right? Hence here i am (: Isn't it ironic that i used to update my blog so often when i was really busy & my life was really hectic due to PMR but seldom update after PMR when i am so free to the point that i everyday rot at home & can bored to death ady. * laughs

Anyway, watched NEW MOON on 26th Nov, which means the very first day when the movie released (Y)

*thumbs up* :D

The movie was really awesome but to be frank, i think the book is more interesting. You guys should really read the book AND watch the movie :D HAHA.

I distinctly remember every single part in New Moon while i was watching the movie, knowing whats gonna happen next/who's gonna appear next because I've read it TWICE. So for me that movie wasn't very syok la.

But i do enjoy the parts where JACOB BLACK appeared(!!!!) *screams at the top of my lungs*

My jacob, always looking so damn good :D

Taylor hottest Lautner (Y)

Guess which is my favorite scene? (excluding Jacob's half naked part)

THE BREAK UP SCENE :D

So that Bella can turn to JACOB :D :D hahha

Werewolves?

Vampires?

Team Edward?

Or TEAM JACOB??? :D

Needless to say, obviously I'm in team jacob(!!) Who's with me? :D

Butterflies fly away~

2009-11-28T07:28:00.000-08:00

If any of you happened to view my blog and expect for a decent post, well i'm truly sorry for letting you down. I swear imma update a decent one but the problem is i.forgot.how.to.blog.

HA-HA

Teach me how to blog la people!

Till then,

XO.

Actions speak louder than words

2009-11-26T09:47:00.000-08:00

sister ♥

HELLO,

First of all, i'd like to say that ITS NOT MY FAULT FOR NOT UPDATING MY BLOG OKAY, MY HOLIDAY HAS BEEN PRETTY MUCH A BORE AND THERE'S NOTHING TO UPDATE, PERIOD. :D

BUT, dont give up on me, i will update more often, promise!!

They seem so hard to find.

2009-11-14T05:19:00.000-08:00

*flashback*

Wonder where is our next destination...

Another sleepness night.

2009-11-13T09:26:00.000-08:00

Hello.

I'm still alive :D

Yeah i know, its a miracle that I'm updating my blog. haha wtf. I've been so lifeless everyday after PMR. I seldom go out with friends and mum is still busy working plus i don't know why the heck I'm so lazy to move, if you get what i mean.

Although facing this laptop for 24/7 is exceedingly boring, but I'm just too lazy to move around. I woke up, then sat in front of this laptop, kakak brought my brunch(breakfast + lunch), ate, played, ate, drank, sleep. wtf wtf

That's basically my daily routine. Can you possibly imagine how lifeless i am? Can you?

But that is still endurable, but what i cannot abstain is that i couldn't sleep at night .___.

Okay, not so kua cheong la but i can only fall asleep around 3/4 or maybe 5. wtf wtf

My two sisters are sleeping like a pig whereas i'm suffering from insomnia, EVERY FREAKING NIGHT. Hence i online and see who i can talk to but most of my friends offline already. wtf

It is soooo frustrating.

I know I've been whining all the time that i couldn't sleep and stuff but i know it doesn't freaking help but i just can't refrain from whining. Ma de i damn pathetic loh. LOL

I always secretly hope that at the very moment i lie on my bed then i fall asleep and dream about my prince okay, whoever it is lah as long the prince is good looking & smoking hot then I'm absolutely fine with it. haahha. But i know, i live in a world where fairy-god-mother doesn't exist. *sigh*

I doubt that anyone of you will freaking read my stupid blog but whatever. I'm just expressing myself. lol.

Okay, bye ):

Look me in the eyes.

2009-10-31T08:04:00.000-07:00

HELLO :D

I would like to grab this opportunity to thank everyone for all the presents and wishes through faceebook, blog, sms & face-to-face.

Most importantly, I want to thank me best-est friend ever, LOH WEI MINN. I was really touched because she really cares about me and all. While i was having a heartfelt conversation with her yesterday night, my eyes were abruptly brimming with tears, i was really touched. LOL wtf. THANK YOU, ILY :D

♥

Sunflower ♥

2009-10-29T22:21:00.000-07:00

Stole it from alyssa's blog. haha

♥

Isn't it pretty?

No I'm not breaking.

2009-10-28T01:33:00.000-07:00

//EDITED//

Wanted to update my blog a couple of days ago but i couldn't find my camera cable, hence the belated whatsoever-you-name-it post.

MONDAY 26/10

Went to Telur Cempedak with Evon. Am extremely lazy to go into details so let the pictures do the talking alright? ;)

TUESDAY 27/10

Sleep, Eat,Play,watch telly,sleep! (i kid you,NOT)

I know, damn pathetic right? I've got NOTHING to do. NOTHING!! ): ):

Hence, i decided to go to school on the next day.

WEDNESDAY 28/10

Its goddamn hard to get up in the early mornin' you know! Moved on, i went to school and returned the books blah blah~

Then, went to Taipan(Lorong Seratus) with Lionel, raymond, jien hooi and the girls to grabbed a bite. And the 9 of us actually squeezed in Raymond's car. Crazy eh?

Well to sum in all up, it was rather enjoyable.

Pictures for the day.

To my dearest friend,

I'm happy that you opened up your heart to me. Although there's nothing much that i can do but I'll always be there for you. Be optimistic & happy. ILY (:

PS: I'm so annoyed by you. Don't want to start a fight or whatsoever shit so i guess i have to shut the hell up.

XO,

Shu Ying.

Trying hard to reach out.

2009-10-27T04:10:00.000-07:00

A sneak picture for my next post :)

" Will update SOON (: "

Irrelevant note

2009-10-20T05:14:00.000-07:00

I like her hair! Her curls and the colour are so pretty! Might dye this kind of brown if its permissible. haha.(FYI, my parents are super strict)

Will edit this post later! BYE :D

Friends are what keep me goin' ♥

2009-10-17T05:58:00.000-07:00

//EDITED//

As the years rolled by, we grew up.

The thing that bind us together is the fact that we share the awesome memories.

Some were uplifting, some were depressing.

Memories we'll always treasure in our heart.

We talked about anything & everything (:

We sat on the mattress, and we started to talked about our past.

Embarrassment swept briefly across my features.

I realized how foolish, daft and stupid i was.

I was once been used by others and I've done something really stupid.

No doubt I'm fcking regret and sorry about it.

How i wish i could just turn back the time.

On a lighter note,

A: omg last time right, my English was really poor you know! I didn't know it is "I WAS" or "I WERE"(!)wtf right?

B: LOL Its "i were" right?

C: *roll on floor laughing*

The exclamation marks!

(If you get what i mean ;)

True friends are like gold dust.

True friends are the one who lend a helping hand in time of need.

Didn't mean to brag but I'm really grateful that I've got 3 staunch friends (:

Yeah man, i ♥ em'.

I rate 8/10

I was sort of been FORCED to watched this movie,well, I'm kind of a faint-hearted person so i dare not watch it. But since Ru Wen & Wei Minn insisted to watch this movie, i had no choice :/

It was quite an interesting movie, I'd say. But still, its scary! I screamed twice while watching it. (i cannot help it! sry!) wtf. Kian Hong who sat beside me jumped up 'cause i screamed .__.

Well at least thats what he said. haaha. Sorry dude ;p

After that movie I told em' I'd rather watch

Yea yea, laugh at me.

They threw me the look the says puh-lease. wtf!

hahha okok yea whatever.

Cant wait for NEW MOON(!!)

XO,

Yours faithfully ♥

;p

2009-10-16T05:36:00.000-07:00

I dont feel like updating my blog. wtf

(for today)

BYE (:

Where rainbow ends

2009-10-14T05:45:00.000-07:00

♥

Hello people!

Went to Evon's place just now. Yes, AGAIN. I'm starting to like Canal Garden, i mean like, Canal Garden is such a great place, you see. It is fill with awesome and adorable kids and cute Korean kids! Those kids are awesome i tell you! haha Imma show you their picture next time! (: PLUS, The air is always filled with love and all. HAHA wtf. Well, for short, it is a great place and i love to go there! haha. I'll never get bored of it. *laughs*

Brought my camera to her house but heck, it ran out of battery so i used my lousy phone to take picture. pffft!

Here's some pictures! (:

EVON!! (:

Ze intalian mix (:

dreamy red evon! haha

Yours truly ♥

Shake your booties and partay babeh!

2009-10-13T05:03:00.000-07:00

Hey people! I'm super glad & happy that PMR is finally over. Phew, those torturous days were almost unendurable(!!) kidding! It wasn't that bad actually, though i got A LITTLE bit stressed up and all but it wasn't THAT bad. If you get what i mean.

Okay, whatever lah.

WILL UPDATE A DECENT POST SOON!

Tweeet Tweeet ;D

2009-10-02T00:05:00.000-07:00

Probably wont be updating my blog until PMR's over, BUT i will update my twitter(new addiction wtf). So follow my twitter ya'll (:

MY TWITTER

Okay, since i have some time now hence I'm gonna grab the time to update my dead blog. Went to school today because i heard that it is compulsory. Gah. bullshit la, its only Chinese seminar or something like that.

School was rather enjoyable today, its been a while since we girls hang around together eh?

Played Mafia at hall with the girls because Chinese seminar is a total bore.

Have lots of thoughts in my mind but i can't pen it down right now. Maybe after PMR (:

"PS: I totally despise & cant abide hypocrites. PLUS, a person who thinks of him/herself as a "dai lou" or "dai ka ce" is just simply unendurable. Don't you think so? "

Life is too hectic to fully enjoy

2009-09-18T00:41:00.000-07:00

Look so fat here(!)

Have been neglecting my blog for a couple of days due to Pra PMR & of course PMR. Just want to let you guys know that I'm still alive (: (: haha.

Will update a longer post AFTER pmr ;)

Boy i hear you ♥

2009-09-10T23:05:00.000-07:00

Jaebum: "Korea is Gay" 09.04.09

Park Jaebum (Jay Park), the leader of 2PM, caused a lot of controversy recently with some comments found on his Myspace dating back to 2005, when he first became a trainee. With comments left by Jaebum saying things like:

"I wanna come back but iono sh*t"
"Korea is gay... I hate Koreans"
"yea man Korea is whack"

These comments Jaebum made caused outrage among netizens.

Jaebum Officially Apologizes 09.04.09

Hello everyone this is 2PM’s Park Jaebum. I would like to apologize on behalf of the comments I had made through Myspace a few years ago. I’m sorry.

As I tell all of you about how I felt that time, I also would like to apologize. In January of 2005, I came to Korea as a high school student. I was born in the States and I had insufficient knowledge of how Korea is. Being it my first time, I couldn’t communicate with others, my taste buds didn’t fit, and I barely knew the culture which I couldn’t understand. I felt as though I was treated coldly by the people around me as my family was left in the States. It was such a difficult situation where I didn’t even know if I was going to debut. Due to many hardships, things were getting too hard and I was getting lonely being homesick. I had the thoughts of quitting and I wanted to go back to my family in the States. The comment based on the Korea part: I wrote that because of my personal situation I was placed in and my emotions took over. I was too young and said things in the wrong words. I was too foolish, young, and facing difficulties where I made the mistake into turning my surroundings worse. Time passed by and I forgot that I had even written them. I am now embarrassed and truly sorry of those comments I had made. After that time, I had adjusted to everything and my thoughts have changed tremendously as I thank the people around me to get me to perform on stage in any situation. Those comments were made four years ago, but I am a different person now. To my family, Hottests, members of 2PM, and those who love 2PM, I am truly sorry. From now on, I hope that there will be no mistakes like this ever again. I will say it one more time that I am truly sorry.

-2PM’s Jaebum-"

2PM Jaebum QUITS! 09.07.09

Jaebum of 2PM recently announced he would quit the group over 2PM's official fancafe.

"Hello, I'm 2PM's Jaebum.

I'm sorry for giving you my last greeting through this letter.
I think it will be hard for me to see you all on stage because of my sorry heart.

I'm really sorry to everyone, and I'm even more sorry to the fans who have shown me love.
From today, I will leave 2PM.

2PM boys, I'm really sorry to the boys and I'm sorry I couldn't be strong as a leader and a hyung and have to leave like this.

However, I hope you will be more cool and charming.

Again, I'm sorry.

Jaebum"

Park Jaebum’s Future Plans 09.08.09

“I’ll be back after studying more on music. I’m sorry.”

Park Jaebum stated:

“I’m just sorry to the fans who have shown so much love all this while and to the members who have followed and believed me. I’m so sorry for leaving this way. I’m decided to leave the team because as a leader I was not responsible and was a burden to my team instead.”

He added:

“I’m thankful to the fans who sent me all the way to the airport. I will live well and healthily in America. I will show a better side of me when I come back again.”

credits to soompi.com.

JaeBeom has been working exceedingly hard for his career. After years of scarification he made, bitter tears he wept, hard years he miraculously went through(those days were almost unendurable, he never, never give up).

~~FINALLY, his dream came true. He's the leader of 2pm and finally he has the chance to perform on stage to the whole world.~~

But "BAM"! His dreams shatter and fall into pieces on the ground because of those inconsiderate fucking cruel heartless monsters. It is merely a tiny weeny bit of mistake and everyone makes a enormous fuss about it. FCK YOU LAH. Where the hell is the justice?! Damn.

I'll be waiting for your comeback ♥

PS: You guys might think that this is so irrevelant but hell, to me, it is quite a big deal.So shut up.

It was a rather hard day for me, I was devastated by the awful news. I almost break down, ALMOST. I faught back the urge to cry. It ain't easy for me.

*sigh*

XO.

Catch me.

2009-09-04T01:23:00.000-07:00

Picture that was taken year ago.

Hello.

My apologies for neglecting my blog, ppl! I've been so busy with my studies and my parents actually kept the modem for a couple of days, hence my almost-dead-blog. PLUS, i've got zero inspiration to blog. What to do? My life is pretty much a bore. :/

Yeah whatever.

I'm so bored right nowwwwwww... DAMN.

//Might edit this post later//

FRIENDS

2009-08-28T23:50:00.000-07:00

♥
I do actually miss all of you.

Its life.

2009-08-25T01:15:00.000-07:00

I love & hate my guitar, if you get what i mean ;)

Holiday is so... yeah you know. Anyway, its been a long while since i last updated a decent post in this blog. I doubt anyone will reads it anyway. So whatever lahh. (:

And in case you did not realize, I'd changed my blogskin.(yay!) Obviously i beh-tahan already laa. Still remember i used to love that blogskin and i actually thought that it was nice. HA-HA.

Its funny how things can seem different when a bit of time and space has passed. How uncertain you become, how doubts can creep in that make you question yourself and your memories of the part. Okay i know, i'm a bit carry away. Well obviously i'm not reffering about my blogskin only. It applies on other stuff, too.

Things aren't going well lately. Sort of had a big fight with my dad. Wanted to pen down everything that happened but i don't really want this to be in the public eye, 'cause its something... unpleasant. So yeah.

Everything seems so bizarre. Of course i don't want this to happen. You and me, falling apart.*sigh* And what i hate more is that, neither of us is willing to apologize. Yes, i know, i'm pretty darn adamant.

But still, i enjoy hanging out with my babes and friends (:

♥

'Cause we rock like that ;D

2009-08-24T01:06:00.000-07:00

Put studies aside for a lil while...

'Cause its HOLIDAY (: (:

Hell yeah babeh ;D

Went to pyramid with Wei Minn & Renee. And then we headed to See Yee's house to countdown & celebrate her(and also her sister's) birthday. Dont want to go into details so let the pictures do the talks (:

Renee (:

Ru Wen (:

Simone (:

And of course,
Yours truly (:

Dreaming 'bout that day.

2009-08-21T01:31:00.000-07:00

Pure candid.

School's out ;p

So yeah, as you can see, i didn't change my damn blogskin yet i'm updating this shit. haha. 'Cause its pretty darn hard to find a perfect one so i guess i'll just leave it like this untill i really beh-tahan la. (:

Anyway, its finally holiday babeh! ;D

&& somebody's birthday is coming... tsssk.

PS: With or Without the geeky spects? :/

XO!

BRB! :D

2009-08-18T21:19:00.000-07:00

So sick of my pink-ish blogskin. Don't think i'm gonna update my blog 'till i find a nice blogskin. haha. I feel so lame laaa. HA HA

IMY (:

2009-08-14T01:54:00.000-07:00

//Edited//

Meet my new friends from China, Li Yan & Guo Tai (:

awwww(:

My apologies for neglecting my blog these days! Have been extremely busy with my studies due to the damn trial of of course, PMR. *sigh*

Irrelevant note: My dog just bit my hand! wtf. I was infuriated and i actually yelled at her. ughhh. Bad dog!

14th August

Headed to pro academic from 4PM-10PM. Can you believe that?? I spent 6 hours studying! Okay okay, its actually 5 hours 'cause we had 1 hour break. Thought i would be exhausted and stuff but it was precisely the opposite of it. I actually enjoyed the pleasure of doing homework! ohmiigawd! I kid you not.

After tuition, daddy fetched me to Pizza Hut. Saw two kids with a strong china accent were sitting & chatting with my mum. Well obviously they were from China. Dad said they're gonna sleepover at our house because my daddy was their host. FOR ONE DAY ONLY ):

They were really cute, especially the elder one. *grins* When i sat on the chair and then he came to me and handed me a glass of warm water. How sweet! (: I thanked him with a super soft voice because i dare not speak Chinese with them. I know I've got the Malaysian slang, so i paiseh laa. haha.

But then when we got home, i started to talked to them. I imitated the way they talk and stuff but i sounded so bizarre and my sister can't stop teasing & laughing at me! ): I finally gave up and just talked to them with my malaysianchinesslang.

I should stop the craps, i doubt that any of you will read this piece of shits. haha.

xo

2009-08-13T00:50:00.000-07:00

2more days to go.

Will be back soon ;)

XO!

Hectic

2009-08-05T04:46:00.000-07:00

I've been smitten down with flu ): And now I've got a deep voice, which i prefer to call it "sexy voice" hahahha. And i hate it!

Its like exceedingly hard to get some sleep with the stupid flu. Boo! ):

Anyway, went to school today & i thought it will be a total bore but it turned out quite okay. My classmates brought Chinese chest to school. And all of us were actually playing it for the whole day! wtf. As if PMR has just ended. LOL! But the fact is, Trial is like just one week away from now(!!)

Can you imagine that? .____.

Chatted with Ru Wen and the guys(Leonard, Rong Zhen they all). We shared secrets and stuff. Never knew we could be that close. haha. I'm glad that I've got this bunch of awesome classmates (:

But Kian Hong, where the heck are you?! Didn't see you like 8/9 days already! LOL. Don't always ponteng sekolah i tell you!

I'm supposedly having 3 tuitions today.(Yeah, i know its crazy) But my mum was being extremely nice to me and constantly asked that I'm feeling alright or not. She was afraid that i might be too stress out or exhausted or something.How sweet (: But honestly, I'm really fine. She even asked me to skip BM tuition so i skipped it (: *yay!*

Just a little update of my hectic life (:

The end of the era

2009-08-03T19:45:00.001-07:00

Guess you like the way things are right now uh? What more can i say? I tried to mend our friendship but obviously i failed, miserably. Aren't you feeling at least a teeniest bit of sad? no?

I seriously doubt that have you ever treated us as your BF friend.

I'm certainly not begging you for your forgiveness. I'm just.... expressing myself? idk either. wtv.

All you have in your fcking mind is popularity, fame and boys. You know what? Its like so whatever man. If this is what you wish for, thank buddha, you finally had it. Content? Happy?

Its sad to lose a great friend, but its great to lose a lousy friend (:

PS: We've had enough.

I need FATS :D

2009-07-30T22:24:00.001-07:00

Okay, so I'd spent a couple of hours studying science and did some revisions. Am kind of proud of myself. hahaha :D

Anyway, lets put study aside and talk about something else (:

As you guys have known that my matey(WM) is on diet now and I too want to do what she's doing.NOT. haha. Okay, its precisely the opposite of what she does.

GAIN WEIGHT (!!)

Seriously, I loathe people around me callin' me skinny, well i prefer the word PETITE. So yeah, don't come into my face and tell me 'omg shu ying you damn skinny weih!'

KEEP IT FOR YOURSELF. I know myself well and i don't need you to point out (:

FYI, Kian hong calls me a bamboo & Calvin calls me a chopstick(!!!)

#@^$$#&#%*&%$^*%$*

Damn hurt wan loh! hah. I kid you not.

Despite the fact that i everyday hardcore eat, my weight is still the same. Damn it. Its like so damn frustrating you know!

There was once when did some calculation of my height + my weight and all those stuff and i realized I'm drop dead skinny, so i made my way to the kitchen and ate some chocolates(yummy!) & 2 huge pieces of cakes. LOL

Yes, i was THAT desperate to put on my weight. haha.

Any brilliant suggestion to help me gain weight? Please do leave a comment on my cbox (:

Okay i know, i gotta stop bore you guys with my weight issue.And i better get going with my studies.

XO!

I love to study 'cause imma nerdie 8D

2009-07-29T23:58:00.000-07:00

27/7

Study mode turned on. Hardcore study is a MUST @@

28/7

Was quite surprised when my tuition teacher complimented me in front of my mum. 'Cause normally what my teachers do is complain, complain and COMPLAIN(!!) haha. I can't help it but feeling the teeniest bit of delighted and feeling proud of myself. chey x)

29/7

I did the most stupid thing ever! (not precisely la, but.. wtv) I woke up at 3-ish (Cause i thought it was already 6AM. ) So i dashed to the toilet and do my stuff.You know, pee, brush teeth etc. I don't have to go into details right? haha. Anyway, i only realized it was merely 4AM right after a prepared everything(except for putting my contact lens) I was like.... WTF!

I was still extremely sleepy and i just slept again albeit i was wearing my school uniform. omg right? haha i know.

Something unpleasant happened between my friends and i.

Wasn't really happy about it. (like duh)

Okay, i know we've been through this damn issue again & again. We chose to endure your attitude initially but you're way past the line and now you cant even see the line! I too am tired of all these shits. 'Cause its plain sick! You know what? Just forget about it. I don't give a shit anymore, period.

30/7

Ru Wen's having her practical exam today! *cross fingers* all the best lah babe! ;D

Anyway, ditched school again :D Wanted to study from 8-ish but woke up late @@ So i kicked out the initial plan and watched telly instead. haha. But i will study later, promise!

SHIT, am craving for Starbucks right now ):